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Okay so by now you hopefully have a
pretty good handle on riding out a panic attack. It sort of runs through
the same motions each time and you just breathe through it and continue what
you were doing. No big deal. But sometimes there is a new sensation
that can throw you off - maybe your panic attacks are largely focused on chest
pain and chest tightness but then one time you feel like your throat was
closing up. And you haven't experienced that before. You get scared
and suddenly you are back to fearing the panic attack, or at least fearing this new sensation to the point that it leads to a panic attack. I like to do two
things in this situation.
1) I don't normally advocate looking
up sensations online. I am a hypochondriac, as I am sure a lot of people
with panic disorder are. Looking up medical stuff online is just a bad
idea, it will make you feel worse, not better. The ONLY time I think it
is okay to look up a sensation is to confirm that it is due to anxiety (and you
probably should just take your own word for it, and not even look online).
If you are EVER going to look something up online, type the following
into google "[your sensation here], anxiety". There is also this
website that lists anxiety
symptoms: http://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-symptoms.shtml I
sometimes find it helpful to review the list, and just remember how many crazy
sensations you can feel as a result of anxiety.
2) Put some humor into it. You
have trained yourself to be okay with a physical sensation. Be okay with
having a headache, being dizzy or having chest pain. And now suddenly you
have this sensation that your throat is tightening up and you can't breathe.
Its almost like your body is *searching* for a sensation that will get
your attention (at least sometimes it feels like that!). When this
happens I try to have the attitude like "Well I see you've found something
new to try, amygdala...you're going to try to get me to believe that I can't
breathe huh? Well you are doing a pretty decent job, I mean my throat
feels pretty tight. Unfortunately, I can still breathe. See? I'm
breathing in....and now I'm breathing out. Good try though." Sometimes I will be working or doing
something and feel a sensation and I will even smile a little and be like
"oh amygdala, what are you up to now you troublemaker?"
You just have to do whatever it takes
to get away from *fearing* the sensation. I know it is hard, but fear is
what fuels panic so you never want to give it that fuel.
